My life on a pedestal

[antonia forbes]

hey, y'all my name is Antonia, but you can call me Toni. i've been around the sun 23 times, but i don't act my age. i'm currently Single and consider myself Straight. i've been running with humans and i'm proud of it. so don't tempt me or i'll turn on you.

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everyone knows i'm in OVER MY HEAD f r i e n d s
STRANGERSi never knew, i never knew
JUSTMETthat everything was falling through
ACQUAITANCESthat everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
FALSEFRIENDSto turn and run when all I needed was the truth
RESPECTbut that's how it's got to be
THEREFORYOUit's coming down to nothing more than apathy
CHILDHOODFRIENDi'd rather run the other way than stay and see
ALLYthe smoke and who's still standing when it clears
BESTBUDDIESeveryone knows I'm in
CONFUSEDover my head, over my head
FRIENDSFOREVERwith eight seconds left in overtime
OTHERHALFshe's on your mind, let's rearrange
FORBIDDENFRIENDSi wish you were a stranger I could disengage
LEVELGROUNDSjust say that we agree and then never change
UNSTABLEsoften a bit until we all just get along
PLAYFULINSULTERbut that's a disregard
PARTYBUDDYfind another friend and you discard
CONFIDANTas you lose the argument in a cable car
GUYPALhanging above as the canyon comes between
GIRLPALand suddenly I become a part of your past
DATERSTURNEDFRIENDSi'm becoming the part that don't last
SLIPPINGFRIENDSi'm losing you and its effortless
THRILLBUDDIESwithout a sound we lose sight of the ground
GOINGOUTPALSin the throw around
TOBEFRIENDSnever thought that you wanted to bring it down
BFFAEAEi won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

you're going to miss me WHEN I'M GONE e n e m i e s
TRAITORI look around me
HIDDENENEMYBut all I seem to see
LOSTIs people going no where
FRIENDSGONEBADExpecting sympathy
LOVE/HATEIt's like we're going through the motions
NOTRUSTOf a scripted destiny
JEALOUSYTell me where's our inspiration
BACKSTABBERIf life wont wait
ONESIDEHATEI guess it's up to me
DISLIKENo we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
OTHERHOUSEAnd we won't come back your world is calling out
OPPOSITESWe'll leave the past in the past
YOUWILLDIEGonna find the future
MISCOMMUNICATIONIf misery loves company well
LOVEGONEBADSo long, you'll miss me when I'm gone
ANNOYANCEProcrastination, running circles in my head
RUMORSWhile you sit there contemplating
GOTOHADESYou wound up left for dead
BITTERLife is what happens while you're busy making your excuses
COMPETITORAnother day, another casualty
MINDGAMESAnd that won't happen to me
PASTENEMIESWon't look back
WORKINGITOUTWhen I say goodbye
ANGERI'm gonna leave this a hole behind me
FIGHTSONCEGonna take what's mine tonight
ENEMIESFOREVERBecause every wasted day becomes a wasted chance
CHEATERYou're gonna wake up feeling sorry
DISLIKEBecause life wont wait
WISHIWEREYOUI guess it's up to you

lost and insecure YOU FOUND ME l o v e r s
CRUSHONYOUI found God
CRUSHONMERCYOn the corner of First and Amistad
MUTUALCRUSHWhere the west
FLIRTINGWas all but won All alone
CHEMISTRYSmoking his last cigarette
TEMPTINGI said, "Where you been?"
SIDEWAYSGLANCEHe said, "Ask anything".
ONENIGHTWhere were you
FRIENDSCHANGEDLOVEWhen everything was falling apart?
FORBIDDENLOVEAll my days
OBSESSIONWere spent by the telephone
ENEMIESTURNEDLOVEIt never rang And all I needed was a call
LOVE/HATEIt never came To the corner of First and Amistad
UNSTEADYLost and insecure You found me, you found me
CHILDHOODLOVELyin' on the floor surrounded, surrounded
PUPPYLOVEWhy'd you have to wait?
IWANTYOUBACKWhere were you? Where were you?
PASTBREAKUPJust a little late In the end
INFATUATIONEveryone ends up alone Losing her
BREAKUPThe only one who's ever known
CLOSELOVEWho I am, Who I'm not, who I wanna be
SOULMATENo way to know
GIVEMEACHANCEHow long she will be next to me
GETCLOSETOMEEarly morning The city breaks I've been callin'
FUTURERELATIONSHIPFor years and years and years and years
NEVERTOBESEENAnd you never left me no messages
FOREVER&ALWAYSYou never send me no letters
TURNEDDOWNPROPOSALYou got some kinda nerve
MARRIAGETaking all my world

&&CREDITS::
PLOT CREATED BY AMBER_FO_SHO of CAUTION 2.0 <3. DO NOT STEAL OR I SHALL SET MY OVERLY ANGRY ORANGE CAT ON YOU. YOU DON'T WANT THAT, SHE BITES.
lyrics belong to The Fray, Simple Plan, and The Fray. IN THAT ORDER! No copyright intended. Gracias.

[antonia forbes]

hey, y'all my name is JIMMY JOHNSON, but you can call me JIM. i've been around the sun A MILLION times, and i RACECAR DRIVER. i'm currently SINGLE and consider myself GAY. i've been running with DRIVERS and i'm proud of it.
i think that you could be a good...
JUSTMETthat everything was falling through
ACQUAITANCESthat everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
ANNOYANCEProcrastination, running circles in my head
now, you're asking me what she's like, well...
"what's this again?"
and she's going to say that i'm...
"in an example silly"

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[antonia forbes]

you go left
M A L E S

you stay right
G I R L S

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